"Oh..? hahaa... Whatever...!!"

"Damn!!! *$%# You..!!!"

well... these are a tiny sentences people say when they are mad... extremely mad that is... and normally... well based on observation and surveys... when one individual is mad, they will only lay it all out to the one very close to him or her... WHY??? maybe... just maybe... this is because due to only one factor... this is only because of the other is a partner to another...? one is emotionally attached to the other... yes? no?

like the previous post... everything has a reason for it... reason to why it happen... this also applies to why people are mad... ahhaa... yes... well... i do think you know this already... but heys.. let me guess... when someone is mad at you... you'll fight back... right? no? ok... next time this happens... i mean when someone suddenly just "snap" at you... you just lay back and listen and most important!!! patience... then... when that person has run out of words or breathe... give them time to cool down... and ask... why are you feeling so mad...? maybe... he or she will tell you... well... if no... give them a bit more time until eventually... they will tell you the actual reason...

THERE WILL BE A REASON... ok... imagine a situation... you GF suddenly just say things... and from the sound of if she is really pissed... saying stuff... that...Huuuh... words that even pisses you off... hahaa.. yeah.. i bet this happen to A LOT OF PEOPLE... what did you guys do? throw her more heart breaking sentences...??? or just listen and do nothing?? or try to talk back nicely...?? OR... try to ask them why is your GF feeling so angry...?? from based on statistical views... this situation will happen when a lady is in her... you know... in her... you know... "period"... see... MAYBE... this is one of the reason... or Maybe... some thing happened to them... that really made them so MAD... and really pissed and REALLY wanting to let it all out... to who??? well... as being mentioned above... to someone who is emotionally attached to them... WHY??? well... basic reason is only one... "LOVE"...

patience is important is this situation... LADIES...!! this doesn't applies to men... BUT everyone in particular... guy can be mad... well... they would be thousands and thousand of reason why people would just be pissed and mad which makes them wanting to let it all out... so...? patience... there are reasons to why they feel that way... give them time... be there when they need you... chill... then talk... ask... BUT??? people... people... people... when we are MAD... please also be patience... don't just let it ALL out... sometimes... sometimes... we tend to do very unpredictable stuff when we are mad... right? ahha... remember... don't try to pamper that mad emotions... have time to think about it... Right? (Well... for a problem as "period", i dont know what to say about that... ehhee... :P)

You people have the say... You people judge...

We learn from the things we done... we learn from mistakes... and try to avoid the same situation from happening again... people say... we make mistakes... we are human beings... but when we don't learn from mistakes that happen... then... it is worthless of our time to look for something good... this applies to everything... every single thing... 

We sometimes tend to know more than other people... this is the mistakes that we have done... do we realize it...??? I don't think so... because... when we have the tendency to know more than other people... Egoism comes into place... there are different types of people in this would... 

Correct me if i am wrong... but... i divide people into two... a Participant and an Observant... but...!!! there would be various types of an observant and this applies also to a participant... i won't try to explain more about it... but i bet everyone knows what this means... 

sometimes... our mind just thinks on its own... have this happen to you...??? hahaa... but heys... it does happen... this would be the time when we always thought of the things we have done and why we did that... and what would actually happen if... hahaa... you did it... or you would not have done it....

When you already have a clearer view... and you know that you should do it... it is just worth it to do it... but... are you hoping for something or just do it without hopping for something...??? then you do it... what will happen after that...??? there are things that are always... hmm.... how should i say this... Stuck in the middle...???

hmm... keep on having this random thought... or... when the mind just think on its own... if we are lucky enough... we might find a solution... might...

She is just a normal nice and decent girl... not that she is the most perfect girl in the world... not even she is the most nicest girl you ever meet in your entire life... just a normal life she live in... things happen in her life, made her who she is now... a strong girl... but not that she is the most strong girl in this world that not even a single tears would stream down her face... she can talk whenever it is need to talk... she listens whenever it is the best time to listen... she just knows what to reply to you in a way of how you wanted people to reply to you when you are down... well... she doesn't own a master in psychology... she is just an average person...

People look for the extra-ordinary... People want more and better than normal... but... have we realize of something that is normal...? Look into it... look into something that is normal... we might or maybe we will find something special in something that is normal... Look into the river... the river flows only in one way... it flows to the sea... most people would find that it just a river... some people will find something in the river... this where people go fishing... some who really look deep into the river will find gold, gems, diamonds and precious stones... The Heart all this while always find something different... something for the Heart is extra-ordinary... forgotten to look deeper in something that is normal...

Take a few steps backward... and have a clearer view....

I want to get the job at the organization... Because i improve my life...

I want to get two jobs at a time... Because I need to save extra money for my studies...

I want to be with you... Because i Love You so much...

I want to be a good person... so that everyone likes me now...

People say... everything happens in this world, happens for a reason. Is it? a far as we know it... all the thing that we have decided all this while is for a reason. the choices we made, the path and the will that we have choices is always because of a reason. Choosing... there is always a reason to choose. Then why do you have to choose the one you don't have a reason to choose? we always have more than two options... this and that... that and this... in some cases... one may have a reason and one doesn't. Isn't that clear enough for you to choose? 

Ok... let think of a situation... a normal human being situation... a person who have to choose between two things or sometimes two person... a simple one... choosing a flavor of an ice-cream... you know you just love chocolate but there a more delicious flavor than chocolate to choose from... too simple? ok... put of a more complicated situation... to go for someone or not... you seem to like someone... every character of a dream person is there in that person... but... why don't you go for that person? well... barriers are there... but what if there isn't any? but heys... what if... it's only you who like that person but for that particular person? do you know he or she likes you? ok... what if that person you like is your good friend? or maybe your best friend? or yeah... maybe someone you just know? I bet for you... there are things that might stop you from going for that person... things that only you will keep for your self... right?

what can you do about it? to choose from a no reason and a reason...? or to choose from one reason and better than the other reason...? we know... sometimes... one reason can overcome the other... or... more than one reason has been overcome by one very strong reason... so that... you choose with a stronger reason... will you? people say... don't regret...! will you ever regret choosing the one with a better reason...?

I make this as short as i can... and as simple as possible... because... i bet everyone knows this... Well... this is what Mr.R and Ms.Shhh talk about last time they had a conversation... everyone knows that everything happens for a reason... and things we decide... well... most of us realize tho... that... things we decide... there's always a reason(s) for it... no matter one is better from the other... and no matter one have a reason and one doesn't... the only point to be make here is... whatever people will say... what ever reason it is... at the end of the day... it is only going to be you!!! but think wisely... things we decide doesn't always going to be just YOU!!! why...? in a way or another... it involve more than what you think... but heys... if you made a mistake of the things you decide... LEARN from it... we are just human being... a legit soul as i may say it... mistakes happen... why? there's always a reason for everything...

Life is simple is you make it simple... Life is complicated if you make it complicated...

Everything just seems so sweet.... so sweet...

It always started off so sweet... Then what?

I ask a friend of mine, Mr.A. "how do you keep the hotness?" guess what did he replied to me... "Dude, if you know the answer for that question, please do tell me!" Things started to happen... things get terrible... worst... yada yada yada... THINK!!! You say all those quotes before... why stop? why don't you just, like what people always say, "Walk the Walk rather than just Talk the Talk!" where's the trust? Where goes the so-called "compromise".

The moment when you like that person. OOOOoooh gosh...!!! it seems like your day is not complete if you don't see or talk or even chat with that person... Do correct me what i just say is a lie... You talk about that person every single moment... You just sometimes even imagine that you are with that person...

Adore... damn damn damn... Sometimes you can just do anything to get her attention... You could even spend all your day sitting infront of the computer to wait for that person to go online... you could from on end of Brunei to the other end just to see that person... You could just spend time with that rather than doing the usual things you always do... now Love... need I say more about what you will do when you are in Love...??? I think you guys know better...

But then what actually has happen? things you said "What ever happen, I will always love you" Do we actually do it? Do we actually do what we say? Do we do all the things we actually promise??? Why? things are just really worst? things are just not beyond our control? or yeah... maybe things are just meant to be???

Then... when everything has ended... we think back of Every single sweet memories we had with that person... Too late maybe??? I don't know... or should i say this in malay... "Bangang!"... i don't know... what actually? You have that person you love so much just beside you... the love you use to put it into simple words to that person... now... everything has gone... you seem to make a lost... or yeah... some would say... "@#*!... how stupid am i" and as far you know it... you can't do anything about it...

"Take a few steps backward... and see a clearer view..." Meaning? oh Reeve... what do you mean by this...??? i ask a friend, Mr.C, a question. "Why we always go for someone we actually just met rather than the person who we know better? Why?" OK... Imagine this... a situation... Where you are in love with someone you newly meet for maybe a few weeks... you got into a relation... then... things doesn't go well... break-up happens... You tend to think... gosh... What actually just happen? why did i go for her before? We just know each other only that much... but... we were already in a relationship... why? why didn't i go for someone i knew well enough... But... then again... if i go for someone i know well... i don't know how is that person going to be the same person during the relationship... 

Honestly... this would be a never ending story though... why? is it just because we are just human being... and mistakes happen??? Things just happen???  hahaa... funny and stupid reasons yeah...

You People Judge... You people have the words here...

"Go for someone who do you good than grieve". None that can be recalled that she ever did bad to the heart. Was always nice and still very pleasant to talk with. She was the one who understands and she knows every part where the road was really bumpy. She listens... Her words calms the heart as she speaks what is wanted to be heard. Honesty...

What did she do? can't really put it into words but there are reasons... maybe some are as above... a bit that will only be kept inside a fragile soul... a secret sworn till time ends thus paths shall never collide. Shall the path collide... then risk are worth to be taken... because she... was the actual reason to be awake when dawn has open it's curtains...

but when... her heart shall never open... then this oath will be kept... let what the feeling wants only be what it wants not what it gets... to see... and to adore... yet to be close... maybe shall be more than enough then what the heart desires... too scared to say... too innocent to be told... but still receiving that dream-able smile...

Four Clover Leaf... I know it is somewhere beyond the bushes... maybe i should take a step a few step backward... to really see what the future holds...

(Sorry readers.. this maybe really really different from previous posts, but... yeah... just have a good read... ;P)