Everyone has his or her own someone who they love. This is of course a fact that everyone knows. In one-way or another, at one particular point in their life, they have this particular someone who they tend to remember how much they love that particular someone.

As the journey of life continues; we fall in love with someone, breaking up happens and this ‘event’ keeps going on and on. Yes… we do really love to the one who we are with. That’s not a denial. Years and years aged relationship with someone may lead to a good end and on the other side of the wall, it may not. I bet all of us had more than one relationship in our lifetime. Right? But one some ‘fairytale’ consequences, the one person who you’d know all your life… who’d you love all your life…. Who’d you be with as far as you can remember; he or she was and is still with you. Congrats to that, respect!!!

To most cases like most of us, we tend to have this one particular someone who we used to and still do love that someone a lot. It may start with varieties of story but it all goes the same way. This someone we love so much, but we could never tell him or her and either him or her is in a relationship or we are the one who is in a relationship. Yes… it may sound like you are cheating yourself, or cheating your partner, but! As mentioned above, you do love your partner so much. Right?

This someone, some may call it an eye-candy? Or cookie? or anything at all. It is basically someone who you really love but never get the chance to do it or at least say to that person OR? You were with that person for some time or a while. This someone is just too special for you. I dare to state here that this someone is the love of your life.

Not to say that you are doing nothing at all and just wait for that person. You live your life. You love and some particular someone that I talk with says that we still have the opportunity to meet someone else. That’s true, but I do believe there is someone in your life that you love… to put it in a poetic way, unconditional love. You can choose not to be with her/him but still love her/him as long as she/he is happy with someone he/she love.

BUT…

Supposedly, once or maybe twice of a lifetime coincidence, you and her or him just happen to be ‘not seeing anyone’. As people say it, the window has open, and you may want to take the chance. I would. I definitely would. Honestly, a ‘no’ answer would be just a petty lie. This goes to everyone.

“…It is a situation where you just have to be there when the apple falls from the tree. If you want to”

When something in life is just hard to get or to handle. it all depends on us of how we deal with it to get it. We have to know how it flows on order for it not be broken. shattered rhythm ain't going to paste itself back to what is has been. it is like a rhythm that can't be known how to arranged.

a proper arrangement leads to a beautiful flow. This is how life should be. things that has happen, we arrange it nicely as so prevention can be done to the next rhythm of life. Happy times are to be kept and remembered and sad times are to be explore. not all the time we are happy and vice versa. to understand this rhythm, we have to go through it. then again, as we experience it and try to make a gorgeous symphony... just like the waves of the sea flows to the shores. High and low waves bounces un-accordingly, then again, close your eyes and you can hear the sounds that the waves makes... a sound of nature telling you life is beautiful depite the ups and downs. what is important... the final symphony leads to a smiling heart.


"...it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away..."

sometime we wonder what the things we have done and the things we will do are happening for a reason are things do really relate to each other. or the things we do now affects the things we going to do in the next or near future. what urges us to do things. sometimes we wonder this stuff as we call it, and it ends with a rhythm of subtle. a nice smooth endless river smoldering to rocks and fishes, but ended eventually with a twisted mellow.

First of all, yes, it has been a while... well... all i can say Life has it's story line...

Never regret the things we do. thats a positive thinking that may bring something good to our self. as we learn and we improve. then again rationality comes in the picture. you know your mistakes and you know it is a bad thing to do. but we tend to close our eyes and pursue it. hahaa... then guess what happen? we think of the things we had just done. and i bet most of the times... Regret doing it... you are damn in denial if your answer is no... it may seem nice, adorable, sweet and tender. what lies within is yet to be explosed...

its went we like someone, for example. i just give this example as it is rather more simpler to understand. hopefully... :) as i was saying, its went we like someone... what rational thinking is there? or just act dumb and pursue... Consideration such as, does he/she is seeing or dating or with someone. right? then again as some like to say "selagi alum kahwin..." is this statement rather dumb? or it is an actual statement? still to think of it, when we do actually like someone. we would just do anything... do we? or that would just be a empty statement.

Things we done whole our life. or yesterday... last week... last month... last year... last century... bad things as well as the good stuff. That depends on what your own definition of good and bad. think about it. gosh... i myself were to think of it... i'll laugh my ass off... serious... most people will agree on this... hahaa... best time of the life!!! hmmm.... really? or the best is just yet to come? Ladies and gentlemen, we think of this not everyday, but just when time comes... we do. all the stupid things we have done and all the best moments we have. the feeling of wanting to do it again is there. so yeah... why dont we just get up and do it!!! but seriously... think rationally laaah... is it worth it? is it ok to do it again?

Love is a huge word with a wide variety of definitions. You still love the first girl you ever love, the twist is you are with someone now. You love the girl who caught you heart and wanting to know her well, yet she is leaving soon. You love the girl you met somewhere, you are dating her now, then yeah... things happen, you and her/him starts thinking about it. or You love someone, but just never have the guts to say it to her. What do you about it? What decision will you make? THINK!!! and ACT IT!!! hahaa... you think of it but... will you actually do it? cause reasons such as rationality and dumbness comes in to place when you actually wanting to do it... really? or you are just scared of receiving a bad response from the things you have done... or things you want to do...



"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love." ~Albert Einstein

"What...?? huh..? yeah yeah yeah... go.. just go..."

Endless things that has happen in our life and our surroundings... some happened to us... some happened to other people... some are things we accidently saw... and some are things that people talk to us... We learn from the grieve...(Ms.Shh told me that) thus it can makes us see a clearer view of the forth coming situation...