I went out early today from home. My sister over slept, so she didn’t go to school. Like I said, I went out early today, I made a move around 6.30am and I don’t know why, I head towards the beach before going to ITB. I first arrive, the sea struck my early morning imagination (dhuuuuuh..!! come on guys, don’t tell me you guys don’t just wonder off early morning even when you guys are driving!! Right?). Again, as always, the views of the wide-open sea just always manage to make me stunned every time I look at it.

I don’t know why… Love…

I just remember how it used to feel. The feeling every human being been leaning to feel, the lust every soul wanting to find. The feeling of love, a perfect emotion of being really sad and being really wanting to explode of happiness (Nda ja Doze? Ahhaa).  Yeah… you guys and girls know how love feels right. The pure love, especially when the feeling of two souls just at their early stages. Remember guys? Remember girls? I bet you guys remember this…

Then… things start to happen during the relationship. Some are unavoidable and some are just an excuse. Why? Why? And why? Eventually… we are just human beings. Mistakes and emotions are a part of us. Our heart is fragile, very fragile. For example, we may love eating a particular food at a certain moment but just dislike it at a different moment. Tell me… is this true? Our heart? We can change feelings at just a fraction f a second but it can be back to normal depending to time, people do say time heals everything, well that depends on the circumstances. A change of hearts… an unavoidable situations? All this is just a challenge.

A story I heard where a guy with a retarded girlfriend, in which the family didn’t approve. A friend told me, her girlfriend just has the change of heart at only a fraction of a second. There is also a friend of mine where his relationship just seems to be dull and all the feelings seems to fade away between both of them. To think about it ourselves, we have heard lots and lots of stories happening all around us.

Are we aware of it? Yes we are actually… but do we learn from people’s mistakes, moreover, do we even learn from our own mistakes? Love is perfect… a perfect emotions that everyone should feel. But please… don’t spoil the true meaning of true love… lots of people are going to hurt….

I know…. I know… by typing this here on my blog, people would say… “what? Try to be humble?!”

(Well... right after thinking all this... I then made a move ready for ITB....)

You people have the say… you people judge…